episode 79 google wave

Did not do Fridays sorry
I had a very hard weekend
Now it's Monday and we start over
Work is calling my name
Going to P T in the afterenoon
I am not going to be with my family for the holiday
up set Friday
Vacation talk
appointments for the week
My thanks to my readers and listeners
got my invite for google wave
have questions about goolge wave.
I'm on Plurk/twitter

In the afternoon
got through my day
Body is not liking me
found out I am 100% out of pocked for medial
make a pitcher of me like the duck tape guy
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episode 24 Uncle passing away

Last night my uncle passed away. He had been having some Health problems for years. We all new that it was just a matter of time. I believe that he did go very fast. God was calling him to come home now. He fainted and was gone. I got the news last night from my mom. My aunt's kids came right over when they found out and were with her. My parents came down when they found out. Today I'm going to go over and spend time with her. I hurt for my dad and my aunt's family.

My uncle was a very great guy. Now that my family has been back to Mn my parents have been around my Aunt and Uncle a lot more. My whole family has been around more. I might have only seen then a few times in the year, but I would always know that Christmas time I would see him. so it's going to be hard for me.

I pray for one month that will not have one Big thing in it. Yet, it's not going to be this month. I can say last month was out, the month before that is out, and I believe the month before that was out.

I'm worried that I will not be able to get the day off. And that is on my mind. I don't know if I should even go up north for the weekend. I'm trying to get my thoughts to gather as I drive to work. I am in shock and I don't know how to make things make sends. Who should I talk to??

Good news

Here is the one good thing for me today. The b-friend and I have been going out for 8 years. Thanks b-friend for your love.

People are listening to my podcast. I don't know if they are subscribing or not. Hey, if they are listening it's a good thing. Yet, you guys can say Hi on the blog it's Ok really.

My mom is so funny. She saw my I pod and she fell in love with it. but she has a hard time getting around the Internet.

Work out

I walked 15 min at work. My back is hurting. but I now I need to do this. Farmer Mark on down town. It's a summer thing. I walked to Target and back to work.

Afternoon up date. B-friend and his dad would have had the same month's B-day. Talking more about my feeling about my family and what I should do.

Podcast

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Music

Sarah Bauer these tears

episode 22 only 6 more hours and then the weekend!

Fridays are the best.

I'm off to work and I will tell you how the night went. I'm running late.

The week end the B-friend is going out with his best friend tonight and then Saturday he is going out with his brother and his girl friend to the state fair. I can't do the fair any more and so I'm not going to let what I can't do stop him from going.

B-friends b-day is the first.

looks like it's going to rain

This weekend I'm going to do Laundry.

blogging a bit

I'm going to do what I do well and that is blogging

putting up my podcasts

getting use to the new med.

Appointments today is just the work coach. That will happen after work.

I need to go to the Apple store and get some things so I will be looking at there mac books and I will be dreaming of the day that I get one.

Communication:

I have a hard time with talking to management at work. I can talk very well to doctors and other people but talking to Management is very hard for me. I don't know why?

Work coach/ MRC

I love them all. I have been working with them for a few years. I didn't start with a work coach. I started with Staying on the job. She was very good at what she did. It was a different person. I really liked her. She got all of the help that I needed. And then a few months later I started with a work coach. I really liked her. I could tell her anything. The work coach would have to come out 2 times a month to see me and if things were still working. At first I used the time to get all of the stress out. We would always go to a room and talk. It was a safe place to just let it all out. and let me tell you I did. There were many times that I would get very upset with what was going on at work.

Now, I have changed work coach's and I think that through many times of telling me the same thing over and over. I'm getting it. I don't have to like management at all. I don't even have to talk to them. I just need to be me. She also reminded me that I Communicate very good.

So when I do have to talk to management I can always CC her on e-mails. I think that this is doing two things for me. Letting her know that I am trying to communicate to them and I'm also covering myself.

Zoom text for my PC

It makes everything bigger on my computer so that I can see it. It will read what I need to hear for my job also. Yet, right now it's not working for the intornet. and so I can't read my e-mails very well.

Music

Sarah Bauer

My own backyard

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