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Friday, April 30, 2010

episode 153 Friday and Pabl


Good morning all
It's Friday and rainy
Do I get Gas or do I not
Last night I was so out of it.
I did sleepy
Today the b0y-friend is working today
If I'm on a rotten I'm doing buch better then if not.
I have to hear what I am reading
He doesn't like to skyp calls when he is around.

I forget to eat some times because I get going on a thing or something.

I think I made 30 hours this week

the new boss man has been up and not looking at me.

PABL
got over 3000 steps in yesterday.
My goad is to get 3000 steps in a day
I need to move and keep moving
slow and sure I will get up to 10000 steps.

daily mile
#Pabl

last week it was $30 to get gas


Thursday, April 29, 2010

episode 152


good morning all

Yesterday was good Last time with my P T. She is moving on

I did do it I went to the basement yesterday

Next two days I don't have any appointments

Next week I only have two appointments

Talking about Dreams and sleeping

Farm ville talk

This is what I'm trying to do get a podcast up or a blog out. One or the other out a day

new blog maybe. . .

Because of EMDR I had a hard day yestorday.



after work
I had to stayed late today. I don't like doing it but I'm very tired

new supporvier
at this time he is good

No Lunch

I need to put pitchers on a zip drive
CD's are yesterday and Zip drives are today.
Nap is calling my day


I got some podcast listen to today
I got some good steps
I'm going to get 3000 steps ever day Monday through Friday

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

episode 151 very hard for EMDR was hard yestorday and much more


Hi all

I think my days of being in coble land is going to be coming up.

Going doing to the basement is going to be hard

talk about my desk.

EMDR was hard
I could see the shaking

I got home and the b-friend is great

Today I have PT and I'm working with my p t for the last time.

This is the after noon

last appointment with P T
I am trying to get some pitchers that have meant some thing for me

Next Monday I see the new P T person.

At church I had to leave because of the "ptsd"

I did go down to see were we are going to be.

HERE is my pabl

I'm going to using the stairs more.


Tonight I'm going to farm my farm and go to bed




Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Episode 150 people listen to my podcast!!


Hi all,

I have to say that I don't check me e-mail for my podcast in a long time.

I should but I got a e-mail from a few people

You guys make my day.

Fire fox did not work for talkshoe last night.

I like to listen to myself

Help me please: Should I go to word press or not. Pay or not to pay?

can I out grow talkshoe.

My blog moved to word press

Before the trail I could not blog.

Talk abuout EMDR

I layed it all out to the work coach




Monday, April 26, 2010

Episode 149 Mary and Farm Ville


Hi every one
b-friend had to work all weekend
It's Monday so I have to do the monday things
I got my hair cut on Friday
There is a trip to Target

Talking about farm ville again
I have a nail and I'm very happy.
I only stay on facebook on the weekends but you can always get my up dates all week long because I use othe things to get my updates through other things. I have a dog and I named him spot.

other things that I talk about:


Thursday, April 22, 2010

Episode 148 short and to the point


Good morning
I'm not having a good day
I still have things that I have to do today.
Doctor appointment
dinner with my mom
There is some one is looking at me in a big truck
I'm getting a new PT and it's hard to think that she is going to be leaving me

Co worker's talk about taking Vietnam D now that we are going down starts.



Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Episode 147


I'm not doing that really good today
Eye is not opening I have a head act
I need to get this head act will not go away
I did very thing the same but man I did not want to go to work
I keep telling my self it's only 6 hours

Last night I had to get up and I had to get up and move to the living room.
I could not sleep after that.

my sis put up new pitcher of her son.

talk about Farm ville from facebook

I'm listening to a good book


after work
I got through my day

I also talk about the work coach.

I don't have all the spoons that I need in one day

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Episode 146


Hi all
I'm doing a lot and I'm talking about what the days is going to be.
Then end of the week I'm getting my hair cut On Friday
putting up pitcher from my dad's b=day.

Twitter account for just what you eat?
All doctors are saying go get out and do things.
after work I have EMDR
People are watching me in the morning
in the weather it's going to be NICE

After work

We just got done with our work today. it was something that went on down stars over night.
My person that was watching me in the morning was good
I remember about a friend telling me about this thing on the net for my work coach
I did get to church to day
I feel like today was an impotent day last year.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Episode 145 not lost the weight that I would have liked



good morning all
I got all my back logged of podcast up this weekend
It's a cold day today
mom is coming home
I still have weight to lose befor she gets here
sorry I'm doing a lot of ummmmm
and I repet myself alot sorry

cleaning my car today
farm ville is getting me ever morning
the CP is showing it's head. When some of the first game console came up we got it for me and the hand eye work for me!!!
I also played in the band. More hand eye work

talked to the b -friend about dreams.

after work:
I have a crack in my car. I thought I was going to have to pay to get my car fixed again. but I did not have to pay for getting the window fixed
so much going on right now.

I'm glad I did not have any appointments today.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Episode 144 Friday


It's Friday and it's payday
I have to go and put it into the LTD check

why, is it easier to write stuff down in my blog. Yet, I can't tell it to her in words.

the different between dependent and independent person

I'm having a hard time talking to the work coach.

talked to PT about the way I sit.

The b-friend was out at his mom's house today.

I put time off and going to go up north in May and June

Lots of talking about different things.



Thursday, April 15, 2010

Episode 143 70 F out and I'm hot


Hi all
Happy tax day!!!
have you ever had a dream end right as you have to get up
I took a nap when I got home
Today I am not doing anything when I get home I'm going to bed

Today I am going to PT this afternoon


after work
72 F and I'm in winter clothes. So I'm very hot
I found out how to turn on the voice over on and off.
This is good because then I can listen to blogs and e-mail.
So if I don't have your blog or podcast can you send them my way please!!!
I'm still thinking about paying for my blog. If I do go to payed word press I will be moving the show notes from my podcast.

I believe that that if God is wanting me to do something I know he will tell me three times. I feel that God is saying it's time to change it up Mary.

My family is very strange. this is why

talking about me being an introvert

POSD = from the trial.
I am finding that the weather is setting it off.



Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Episode 142 very nice out today


Hi all
I'm done at work and I'm going to EMDR
Today is Nice out
I need stamps

Getting more steps in I'm doing better at PABL
THE work coach thing. I'm not going to depend on her
This morning I listen to the rain. Agnes are blessing us.
It's a very nice day 64F out
I'm going to EMDR today

Monday, April 12, 2010

episode 141 stop saying that!!!!


Hi all
I'm late
I'm having a girl morning
today I get to go and see a good friend after work
week is going to be fuel of everything
by person blog www.theeyesinwhichIseetheworld.wordpress.com
I did have a meeting with the work coach last Friday.
We talked and hear what come out of it
I have to call some of my podcasts that I normal do

After work
I left all my meds at home. You can hear all about it.
We did not have a lot of work at work today. So we did not do anything afere the work got done
I got to see a friend
and it was normal people talking

Farm Ville talk


Friday, April 9, 2010

Episode 140 the news of my dep moving

Morning
sorry for being so behind
things are crazy
My job is going to be moving
B-friends dad's one year passing away
At work that day when we did not get all the RDI's done until late. After we found of the this we all checked out of work. I had to leave work any way.
It's Friday today. Pay day!!!
Talk about work coach
Boyfriend talk






Monday, April 5, 2010

episode 139 I'm going back to work


Friday I did not feel good
Weekend happened
Monday Today I get to go back to bed

I got to go see my sister son.
Easter was had at my sisters house.
Found out my mom and dad are coming home


after work:
trying to save money to go to the CMNC
Hope I'm not coming down with anything.
How do I come up with a way to keep up with the cleaning?

appointment talk
bank talk
Money talk
boy friend talk
If I don't put in a time for lunch and dinner or I will forget to eat
I blogged about music and podcast over at my blog

Got off on the meds on the weekend.

Went to church and had a good day.
talk about dusting


Sunday, April 4, 2010

episode 138


Happy Easter to you guys

I am so into the sun today I am laying in the apt next to the window.
Please can you keep my Boyfriend and his family in your prayers. This is the first year with out him.


Thursday, April 1, 2010

episode 137


Hi all
I'm going to work
I have a big meeting this afternoon with Jane and my work coach.
Just talking about my life in and out of appointments

I talk about why I do my appointments the way I do.
Books that I am happy that I got done with.
Music is a big thing right now
Podcast are starting to put me to sleep.