episode 137

Hi all
I'm going to work
I have a big meeting this afternoon with Jane and my work coach.
Just talking about my life in and out of appointments

I talk about why I do my appointments the way I do.
Books that I am happy that I got done with.
Music is a big thing right now
Podcast are starting to put me to sleep.

Episode 126 cutting down on podcast

Good morning all
today is friday
I have been sick all week
I did get to work with my work coach
did make all appointments this week!
I'm doing book reviews again
behind in podcast list


here is what I was listening today
In between sundays

Having to many headphones at work. At any time I have four Headphones on my head

still talking about CNMC

I'm cutting the podcast list down.

I am waiting for a good podcast book to come out it's call Guardians

episode 125 I got sick

what have I been up to:
Audio boo
I have a head cold
no caffeine after 4pm

Monday I had to stay home
talked to the doctor
work coach things
life things.

Note to Cliff from GSPN.TV
talked to family in AZ.

episode 122

I don't like it when the doctor like to mess with my meds
I don't sleep very well when they do that
I get to go and see my sister and her son tonight

My family is still very impotent
I am trying not talk to the work coach as much
my body is stressed out
listen to Catholic Pilot
I had to do something a different way to do a program that I use all the time. It was very hard to get myself to learn how to use this things

The day is great, it's all sun today.

episode 116 not getting to work on time Grrrr

Hi all, it's not on time but I am getting to work.
Work coach #3
I have been talking to my Doctors about this
The weather is great
it's ash Wednesday
thanks for staying with me for 116 shows
dreams that I have had
stress of work
talking about podcast
I am getting closer to knowing if I'm going to the CMNC.





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episode 115

writing e-mail
talking about work coach
can't run away for things with EMDR
Been a long weekend for me
change were my blog is.
Looking at others blog
Love the b-friend
talking about I miss from the app store
I'm giving up on the snow.
I'm going to get through it.
going to my bank right now

Episode 107 me and the app store

Good morning all
Love I touch
I talk about the app store
been to a few web site for apps
Out to St Paul
trying to get out of the parking ramp

Work was find but there was a big oh no.

I don't now what to do aftere 2

first call to work coach didn't go very well

tax suff




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episode 105 cleaning and App

Hi everyone. it's snowing again
There is not much going on
this past weekend I put up 4 podcast
I cleaned my closet in the bed room
pre- paxil post paxil
next weekend things
I found some apps that are going to help me
Down sizing podcast.

Lunch
reading about I miss. It's an app.

done for the day: no appointments
Up date on work coach.

weather up date
it is still raining.




What do you do when you would like to read about something that is not the same as you believe. This is just my thought I feel like I can read l and have friends who don't believe the same thing as me. What do you think?

More app quietens?
found some good apps all over the place.




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episode 103 in the world of Mary

Hi all. I'm using my new I touch to record
stress
old work coach and new work coach
Up to day on one podcast
after today no more appointment for the week
trying to get a new drug in the right place (Drug from the doctor)


I'm still trying to work out
Taking about new work coach



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episode 102 trying to say good bye to work coach # 2

Hi guys it's episode 102
don't like driving in the dark
work coach is going to be different
I talk about how much my work couch is going through. I get to keep talking about her
I'm very scared about this whole thing with the work couch. I have a hard time trusting.
talk about MRC
I have set up dead lines for myself to try and help me get use to going to the new work coach. I don't think that I did a very good job.



Weather up date
heat wave in MN in the 20 and 30 degrees.


finding all this stuff out made me go get an I touch. Like you heard in the last show.
I have not payed for anything. I have been looking at all the free stuff.


Yesterday I could not go to work on time. But I was out late that night because I had so much to do.


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episode 101 recoding on I touch

Morning all.
I'm running late
today is the Jan 18th
Got an I touch.
No Mac book soon
I would like to go to CNMC
I meet the new work coach



I have P T this after noon
we are having a heat wave
trying to get back into the sween of things
I EMDR
going down into the Paxial


after work:
Just talking about life
At work we did not a whole lot It was MLK
trying out apps on her I pod touch

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episode 88 first snow storm

Hi all. Good morning to you
First snow storm last night.
Driving is really hard worried about down town driving. I did say a little prayer when I was driving down town.
This is the time of year that I always have a 1/2 of tank of gas all the time
One good thing about going to work early



I got to talk to work coach
I did eat lunch
not going to doctor today
I'm going to go to doctor tomorrow.
Oh yes, when I left this morning we did not have cable So I'm hoping that we have it back.



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episode 78 Just a day of talking and running around

morning
working on the mic setting.
going out to St Paul today
The doctor in St Paul was so good today
no work coach in the office today, yet she would be back on Friday
try and work 6 hours
Holiday talk again
from different parts of the world
Daily breakfast change
Medical cover is 100% covered
I'm doing really good, and my friend called from ST Paul.
I also called another person that was a big part of my trial so I called her also.
more and more appointments before the end of the year.



New Podbook
I can't wait
The name is Guardians

Web sites are Blogs that I follow

Blogs that I like
Miscellany of musings
neko's cratch pad
steph's random thoughts

podcast
catholic weekend
Daily Breakfast

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Episode 65 just a day at work and it's friday.

Long week that is so nice to get over. I do ask a few questions in this podcast. I think it's going to be a fast day but it dose not end that way. The rain is still with us and I'm very unhappy about it. I have gotten to the point that I don't like the word candy. I also start looking at the next month and I don't really want to but I do.

podcast that I have listen to

Sorry guys I didn't keep them.

I did listen to Katia and kyliemac original

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episode 55 meeting with work coach and boss

morning all:

first I need to say it was a bad day yesterday.

Getting ready for a big meeting

dress in branch clothes

still don't feel good

used a lot of spoons

hope your week went well

Friday is the best day

Did go to P T yesterday. I was able to ask my questions

all up to date with Monster cookies Podcast

listen to older podcast

saw my mom and grandma

Big Pabl at dinner yesterday

Lunch:

going to Target

trying to stay calm and relaxed

EMDR is doing something good

learning how to deal with new me and the old me.

went to target and I did really good thanks steph telling me about taking cash and no card.

got little coca cola

talk to you guys when I'm going up to the 17th floor.

talking

Budget is going well, no money

After work:

got through my meeting

I'm not given my fmla papers up with out asking work coach about it

I know I could not have done the meeting with out my work coach.

Landry this weekend

Back to target

Podcast:

Monster Cookers Podcast

Pabl

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episode 45 could it be that I'm loosing weight

Morning

I'm cold (or my body is cold)

I'm getting money back!

I'm getting ahead on my car payments.

The new people are getting along well.

over 2000 podcast that I have not listen to.

After work

No lunch today. Yet, I did eat at lunch.

My c0-worker had to find the off age.

I'm very sleepy.

getting ready for the meeting for the end of the year to talk to sup and work coach.

work coach is a person that I feel good around and I'm able to get calmer

GOOD NEWS!

my weight is moving. and my brace is to big!!!

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episode 35 another day, another doller

Morning

This morning when I was coming into work the recording did not work so you get a very fast good morning from me.

I got to work

I have appointments in the after noon

car things

Lunch time

brought lunch today.

I'm walking again 20 min

I'm stiff because of the shock of it

Found and out there might be something wrong with my feet

three good things that have happened this year.

1 being able to do a podcast

2 getting a complement from someone I don't even work for

3 finding the new doctor that I'm going to.

car update

no rent car yesterday

I'm dropping off my car on Monday and get the renters car next week.

after work today

looking back I was able to look out and see a change.

my tip for the day if you use Garage band join them together and then do you past editing.

Work things

I am very upset with what was going on today.

Podcast

katia and kylieman tourist tips

all of my Audioboo's

maggie's world podcast

music

great day from jody Gmant

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podcast 30 I did not go to work

I did not go to work today

I got up with a bad headache. It was not allergies . So I know it was going to be a maybe day.

I new it after I went to the bathroom. I could not stand up strait. I was shaking.

The shaking happens when something is not right in my body.

It could be just about anything.

It could be a long day.

It could be that I am stressed out.

It could even be I did not sleep well.

As I have said to the doctors the shaking happens when something is not right. I can lose the ability to walk and see well. If this happens at work I just try and keep my good face on. Walking can be hard at work but I will try and not move as much when this happens. I have learned ways to get around the seeing thing. When it gets done I am very much out of it. I get very sleepy.

one of the bad things is that I am a person that hates not being at work. I have been known to go to work and have people tell me to go home.

Here is another thing. I don't but today canceler a appointment. I had to do it for P T.

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episode 25 running around

I did talk to all of my family last night

I'm behind on my own podcast listening.

At this time I need gas

I have a lot of appointments this afternoon.

B-friend love his gift

Lunch

I need to call the work coach today because I was having a not so good day.

I feel like people are not hearing me

I'm walking right now/ I walked yesterday over 4000 steps

For people who are new:

In the morning I tell you how I think the day is going to go.

At lunch I walk. I tell you how the day is going on.

After work at 2pm I take you with me for what ever is going on.

Family things

My aunt is doing as best as sch can. her family is still in shock.

What I'm feeling

stressed, different and weird

From all the people that have passed away my feelings are all different. I did love all of the people. yet, I feel different for all of there passing away..

Scents we moved back to MN My family has been trying to get closer to my dad's sister.

Question

how many times is it going to take me to may a u turn to get to P T?

Podcast

GNR

For this podcast you need to go from oldest to . Or it will not make sends.

Health

Something that has been working for me when I eat. to pick up my fork and put it down in between eating. it works.

Afternoon

I forgot my parking card up at my desk and I don't have the spoon's to go and get it. I did get out and I'm off with my GPS is on. You guys get to hear me talk to myself.

I'm thinking

I am putting all of the parts of my podcast together However, getting them up every day is going to be hard. I have one computer and a b-friend that likes to play his game. So I need my mac book!

Music

3 Blind Mice

The b-friend and I are going out tonight

episode 22 only 6 more hours and then the weekend!

Fridays are the best.

I'm off to work and I will tell you how the night went. I'm running late.

The week end the B-friend is going out with his best friend tonight and then Saturday he is going out with his brother and his girl friend to the state fair. I can't do the fair any more and so I'm not going to let what I can't do stop him from going.

B-friends b-day is the first.

looks like it's going to rain

This weekend I'm going to do Laundry.

blogging a bit

I'm going to do what I do well and that is blogging

putting up my podcasts

getting use to the new med.

Appointments today is just the work coach. That will happen after work.

I need to go to the Apple store and get some things so I will be looking at there mac books and I will be dreaming of the day that I get one.

Communication:

I have a hard time with talking to management at work. I can talk very well to doctors and other people but talking to Management is very hard for me. I don't know why?

Work coach/ MRC

I love them all. I have been working with them for a few years. I didn't start with a work coach. I started with Staying on the job. She was very good at what she did. It was a different person. I really liked her. She got all of the help that I needed. And then a few months later I started with a work coach. I really liked her. I could tell her anything. The work coach would have to come out 2 times a month to see me and if things were still working. At first I used the time to get all of the stress out. We would always go to a room and talk. It was a safe place to just let it all out. and let me tell you I did. There were many times that I would get very upset with what was going on at work.

Now, I have changed work coach's and I think that through many times of telling me the same thing over and over. I'm getting it. I don't have to like management at all. I don't even have to talk to them. I just need to be me. She also reminded me that I Communicate very good.

So when I do have to talk to management I can always CC her on e-mails. I think that this is doing two things for me. Letting her know that I am trying to communicate to them and I'm also covering myself.

Zoom text for my PC

It makes everything bigger on my computer so that I can see it. It will read what I need to hear for my job also. Yet, right now it's not working for the intornet. and so I can't read my e-mails very well.

Music

Sarah Bauer

My own backyard

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